per usual, procrastination spawns another blog post
this time, instead of synthesizing research updates for the professor who allowed me into the Masters program, i will once again attempt to self-actualize and be cool with myself as a human being.
the daily concern is that i am degrading in quality as a person. are the choices i make solely to benefit myself? where am i to offload my uncertainties and confusion and indirection without the guilt of burdening people?
is the intrinsic value of trying hard just to spend time well on earth. sdjflkdsjf why is this so cringe-inducing.
i think i'm just a bit tired and burnt out.