Wednesday, June 13, 2018

heart & seoul

Seoul Summer 2018 Blogs


Day 1 - Thursday, June 7

After landing in Incheon, South Korea, I absolutely could not wait to spot the crowds of K-pop and K-drama stars milling about the land of my media consumption. Needless to say, I had to temper my expectations a bit, but it was still satisfying to be able to identify the celebrities on product advertisements and billboards -an ability I unfortunately lack in America. 

Song Joong-ki is the face of Incheon Airport's Terminal 2!!

The transportation system proved to be intuitive and easy to navigate, with the added bonus of an extremely cute transportation card that doubles as a payment card for many convenience stores. A metroride from the airport to Seoul Station brought us to our AirBnb in Yongsan-gu (a district in Seoul).

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It was already late evening by the time we were settling in, yet the streets were still bustling with people going out to eat after work or slipping in some night time shopping. After a quick dinner at a small mom-and-pop store, we did what we always did when arriving in foreign territory -explore the supermarket.

seoul station

naengmyeon noodles with ice!
 A quick trip to LotteMart -a store similar to Target, Costco, and WholeFoods all in one- yielded us a box full of breakfast and snacks! I was amazed to see the sheer variety of milk options available, with three full refrigerator cases packed full of different kinds of milk (soy milk was an entirely different case of options).

And of course, in lieu of American tabloids, there were BTS albums and Kpop entertainment magazines available at the checkout line :D Self-packing stations supplied with boxes and tape were even provided for visitors to send home cases of Korean ramen.
tabloids ;)

albums :O

Day 2 - Friday, June 8

Since this is the second day, these blogs will probably become a lot shorter. Oops.

Stop 1: A trip to Bukhansan National Park. We actually got on the bus and rode in the wrong direction south through Gangnam, rather than north to where the mountains actually are. However, I like to think of that detour as a nice excursion through the neighborhoods of Seoul that we otherwise wouldn't have visited. Another fascinating tidbit is how it was the midst of election season, so every few minutes a truck would roll past, blaring campaign speeches and flying huge banners of officials running for office. Of course, I don't understand any Korean at all, so those trucks may have been screaming "Wanted: Korea's Number 1 Criminal" for all I knew.

elderly korean hotspot

Anyways, after hopping of the wrong bus and taking the metro back north, we finally arrived at the park. There were a ton of mosquitos and elderly Koreans with intense hiking gear, but the experience of trekking up rocks through a forest to the tune of Buddhist chants coming from somewhere up the mountain was pleasant. The shoe cleaning station with pressurized air was also very handy.

Tip: Google Maps is kinda wonky in Korea, and I read online that it is because South Korea is still technically at war with North Korea, so locations cannot be publicly disclosed on the internet. Despite the 1-star rating on the App Store, Naver Map is a lot more useful at providing accurate transportation routes, and the presence of ample WiFi hotspots make going online even in the mountains possible.

Stop 2: The Itaewon area definitely had a more international atmosphere, with Japanese, Chinese, Vietnamese, Turkish, and other ethnic restaurants lining the streets. Quynh was a very good Vietnamese restaurant we ate at, and the prices for the quality of food was really uncomparable to the Bay Area (oof =.=). One of the owners, an ex-pat from New Zealand, was really nice in explaining the menu (all in Korean and Vietnamese), and probably was as excited to converse in English as we were. Apparently, the daytime is when Itaewon is relatively tame, as the streets become packed with clubbing once night hits (as we could see from the numerous bars).

quynh




world food street
Stop 3: I can't really describe the LINE flagship store at Itaewon as anything but CUTE CAPITALISM. The branding was extremely on point, and the concept of purchasing merchandise on the first floor, fangirling over a collab with BTS on the second [BT21 characters], and settling down for ample photo ops and cute cafe snacks on the third was well executed (and CUTE). Also, I TOUCHED RM'S SIGNATURE :DDDD
flagship



ahhh

ahhhhhhh


i eat the body first


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Stop 3: The Yongsan Garrison is the current headquarters from the US Military in South Korea, though it is set for relocation to a place outside of Seoul in 2019. The base will then be demolished and rebuilt into a Central Park-like area.

clearly not the most welcome

itaewon welcome gate
A visit to the War Memorial of Korea was also a necessity, and the sheer presence of military planes, tanks, and ships set into an open park for visitors to read about was startling.


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The museum says something along the lines of "To achieve peace, remember war." I can feel the lasting effects of the nation embedded in war, from the endless list of casualty names engraved on smooth black monument stones (including UN forces) with fresh flowers from family members laid at their bases, to the troop of young Korean soldiers posing for a picture in front of the memorial. It's pretty common to see young Koreans in military uniform wandering about the metro and Seoul as they serve their mandatory duty, and I supposed it is a normalized walk of life for them. I do not pretend to understand the full mechanisms of war as a tool of foreign policy, but for a nation so intent on remembering war in order to establish peace that they build a children's museum next to a bullet-riddled war ship and tanks parked in the manner of a used-car dealership, the juxtaposition is just perplexing.



red paint emphasizes bullet holes from a skirmish with north korean forces in 2002


Stop 4: I've always wanted to build a PC, and we knew we were walking the right direction to the Yongsan Electronics Market when people hefting computer towers on their shoulders began popping up. Stalls filled with powerstrips, hard drives, cameras, and cable connectors of every kind imaginable certainly made the electronics market live up to its name. Beyond the gaming chairs and possibly bootlegged copies of Gundam Battle Operation, one has to wonder to whom the battle for customers between these side stalls and large department stores will go to.





Stop 5: Quick dinner at Seoul Station!

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Day 3 - Saturday, June 8

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Stop 1: A trip to Naksan Park and the Ihwa Mural Village entailed a trek through hilly terrain complete with signs asking the obnoxious tourist to respect the residents of the area. Brightly painted murals adorned the alley walls of cobblestone streets, though there were sadly some erased artwork as a result of contentious relationships between residents and unwanted visitors. Nonetheless, the hike was a fun little treasure hunt, looking for aesthetic paintings and photoshoot spots. A lunch break with a panoramic view of Seoul from the hillside was nicely accompanied by the asthmatic wheezing of a poor dog.


















poor doggo




self-serve cookies :P

hot, red, chilli peppers

~jazz cafe~

cafe about cats =.=

Area at the below Naksan Park was actually Seoul National University, during which some sort of feminism rally was taking place :D 

The number of cute cafes with cat decor and soft jazz music floating out the windows exuded a pleasant, calming vibe. As usual, Seoul was a place with the juxtaposition of the old and new, where skyscapes are visible from the doorway of an old, traditional building. 

Stop 1.5: Being the koreaboo I am, I cannot help but take pictures of spots were famous K-drama scenes were filmed, such as the "Before I die" wall in Ihwa Village or the rooftop cafe near Changdeokgung Palace. It's always fun to see branding with celebrities and even posters with their signatures.

ohohoh
do something?
aHHHH it's THE CAFE


temp of love <3
Stop 2: Changdeokgung Palace, the secondary home of the royal family, and Bukchon Hanok Village. The palace was reminiscent of Chinese royal homes, and a lot of the decor and calligraphy were Chinese-influenced. In addition to foreign tourists, a lot of Korean families meet up to dress their children in hanbok and teach them about their history. Similar to Ihwa Mural Village, the Bukchon Hanok Village had posters asking visitors to be quiet and respectful of the residents. Some flyers even went as far as asking tourists to stop visiting, though the souvenir shops and hanbok rental stores seem to speak otherwise. 



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Stop 3: Insadong. An artsy area with handmade crafts and traditional art. Prices vary, with the good stuff costing more accordingly, but I did get a nice backpack :D The printed stationery and headbands were extremely tempting to buy as well :)


Day 4 - Sunday, June 10

Stop 1: SMTown Museum at the COEX Artium! With six floors of life sized images of K-pop stars and fan merchandise, the building dedicated to the SM entertainment company is the place for #noshame photoshoots. In real life, it would honestly feel a bit awkward making the finger hearts and striking poses, but hey, might as well do it standing next to some nice looking people B)

KAI

i'm

not

trashy

i swear =.="
bookshop

clever B)

Stop 2: Continuing with the theme of my Hallyu fandom, next was a trek down the K Star Road. Various GangnamDols represented Kpop groups and singers, and my dad had a particularly good time posing with the bear-like statues. Must've been the Gangnam-fever.





are we doing this right?
Stop 3: Gangnam Station Underground Shopping. Koreans really appreciate their cute socks, and so do I. Most of the shops sell similar items such as the seasonal clothing, socks, and shoes, but for decently cheaper prices than department stores. The clothing is usually one size, which makes shopping less of a hassle digging through smalls, mediums, and larges, as long as one fits the clothes, which I suppose says something about the ideal beauty and size standard. After picking up some gudetama socks for friends (who wouldn't want an existential egg), I got to pick up a cool yellow Snoopy shirt :)

Dinner: Heated-up packet of ginseng chicken soup from the supermarket :P

Day 5 - Monday, June 11

Stop 1: A picturesque train and ferry ride to Nami Island, a popular destination for both tour groups and locals looking to relax at a resort. The small island on the North Han River declared its cultural independence from South Korea and named itself the Naminara Republic, complete with visas and currency. Various pine, gingko, maple and other kinds of tree lined paths cross the island for ample photo taking or nature appreciating opportunities. The Kdrama Winter Sonata was also filmed on the island, resulting in the iconic statue of Lee Min-hyeong and Jeong Yoo-jin forever gazing at each other.

immigration here is a lot more fun

you can zipline to the island as well





idk




bird!

steamed buns


this isn't creepy

ferry ride
Stop 2: Nearby to Nami Island is the Gapyeong Rail Park, which has the feel of a Disneyland ride with more trees and less safety. Old railroad tracks that cross the river and circle the surrounding area are repurposed for two or four-seater carts, for visitors to pedal along. Smaller resorts and many corn and rice paddies are visible along the ride. 

milk! the dude behind this bus is literally running in front of cars to get them to park in his parking lot






couple outfits on point


fields of food


Stop 3: After a dinner of KBBQ in Itaewon, a hike to Namsan Seoul Tower finished our day. Seoul looked tiny, but vibrant from the view atop the hill, kind of like a LED metropolis lego set. Visitors also seem inclined to "lock their love" with physical locks on the rails of the tower.








Bonus Fun Story: After I accidentally tripped and yelped outside our Airbnb (darn ledge), our neighbor poked his head out to see what was going on. He was a very nice guy and open about telling his life story to some people other than the elderly grandmothers and grandfathers sitting in the alley outside. After hearing that we were from the Bay Area, he mentioned how he lived in SF for about a year, until complications with his work visa made him come back home to Korea. Currently a software engineer at Hyundai, he's waiting to marry his girlfriend in Berkeley and move to the US. He even brought us snacks later that day! Small world :)

snackssss
Day 6 - Tuesday, June 12

It's our last full day in Seoul! Tomorrow, we'll be leaving in the morning to catch a flight to Taiwan. 

Stop 1: A stroll along Cheonggyecheon Stream, with the added decor of campaign advertisements and even a rally(?) or protest (?) chanting in sync to a gong. 

vote vote vote



Stop 2: Myeongdong!! Walking along the endless streets of skincare stores, streetwear stands, and fried chicken shops, Myeongdong can really make my wallet hurt. One of the underground shops at the metro station even had stickers, postcards, playing cards, and all kinds of merch with the images of Kpop and Kdrama stars <3 

bts brand cosmetics :D

supreme(?)


ahhhhhhhhh
Stop 3: Gyeongbokgung palace. We just walked around the perimeter to digest a lot of chicken eaten, but the palace was nicely backlit and an interesting fossil of tradition among city lights and cars. 


Food: We ate a lot :') The lunch place in Myeongdong was the most efficient restaurant I have ever been to, and it was able to shuttle in tourists and office workers alike with a speed twice that of In N Out Burger. Dinner at Tosokchon for samgyetang, or chicken ginseng soup, was extremely fulfilling and conclusive of my belief that all food tastes better when eaten cross-legged and on the ground. Because we didn't eat enough already (*notes sarcasm*) we stopped by an extremely aesthetic cafe for dessert :P With soft Jpop floating in the background and some raspberry-ade and tiramisu in front, I can understand the appeal of running a small, hole-in-the-wall cafe in the middle of Seoul. But for now, it's off to Taiwan.

noodles!


ginseng is somewhere in there >.>

cafe!


buy the food for the ig pics B)


Friday, May 25, 2018

wRItiNg iS My pAsSioN

If an average human life span were to be condensed into a twenty-four hour day, a bunch of seventeen year olds would be analogous to around five o'clock in the morning.

And I know that most of us don't get up until noon.

So before high school seniors start strolling down memory lane, gasping at how Obama was elected almost a decade ago, take this seventeen year old teenager's reflection on life with a grain of salt.

We've experienced our adolescence at a tumultuous time to be growing up. During a stage in which we're trying to explore and develop our identity, external events have also been shaping the environment we've grown up in.

Though the view may have been from afar, we've seen epidemics sweep regions, been in a nation at war for almost our entire lifetime, witnessed the devastating effects of natural disasters, and felt fear at the growing list of Parklands, Santa Fes, and Sandy Hooks, wondering where would be next.

Nonetheless, an impact is here. Growing up in a charged climate where daily events catalyze the formation of our beliefs has resulted in a generation that I would deem resilient.

We are resilient.

For every hit humanity takes, a movement springs up resisting gun violence, racial inequality, and sexual discrimination. And change is uncertain—a fact that the activists, many of whom I've seen at Mills, know best.

Through journalism, I've learned to observe and analyze these changes, using words to make sense of the world, and maybe even sneaking in an opinion or two for whoever listens. Through conversation with my classmates and teachers, in the open environment that Mills is, I expanded my perspectives as we were encouraged to debate and seek another side to the multifaceted issue.

A challenge lies in digesting the scope of news beyond our community and experiences. It turns out that looking inwards towards myself is just as hard.

So where am I now?

I'm trying to figure out where I'm headed in life, and where its meaning is. Sometimes nostalgia longs for the time when a good day meant not letting my oxen drown in the river on the Oregon Trail, or getting a high score on Type to Learn.

Nowadays, meaning is a little more aloof and elusive.

I've had a good time in high school, definitely learning how to get this "life" thing going. Bonds were forged and hobbies pursued. Challenges faced and elation experienced. Mills has been kind to me in that it allowed me to dip my fingers in a bunch of different things, until I realized the unsustainability of such an action, helping me to narrow my focus and give my all to a few activities. I've had time to figure out some of my strengths and weaknesses, and find a general direction heading out into the future.

But throughout the journey, there was always a nagging feeling of the absurdity of the situation. Throw us all in a maze, let us blunder around for a bit within reasonable bounds of risk, then set us free :)

Taking the data accumulated from my time as a short, awkward freshman kid with braces to me now (arguably still short, awkward, and in possession of braces), and parsing it into a neural network would probably come up with a more definitive analysis of how I'm doing in life. At times, school feels like a test of how well one can follow directions, so I'm sure there is an algorithm out there to calculate predictors of epic success.

Because right now? Right now I feel as if I've done a lot, but still know nothing. And I kind of like that. I don't see limits to the opportunities to reach for or the experiences to gain.

My parents moved to this country to provide me that luxury of choice.  I was recently joking around with them about moving away from America and living in Canada or Sweden, where the temptations of free health care lurk. Yet they were surprised at the  notion I might want to leave this country. Though I don't have to be doctor (thanks, brother), they nonetheless carry the immigrant ideal of America being the launch pad of meritocracy for their children, after the first generation takes the hit of coming over and building up from very little.

Navigating the balance between their dream and mine has also been an experience through high school. I try to understand the freedom to build one's own life they see in America, while they try to figure out why I like Japanese cartoons of fighting robots so much.

Throughout the hunt to establish meaning in my life, my parents taught me to view people through a lense of compassion. Everyone is trying to create their path as well, so there is no point in making it any harder by dragging them down or withholding a hand of help. Sometimes a struggle may seem too remote to empathize with, but just being there to talk gives a person release at the very least.

And I'm lucky that the people around me have treated me the same, as I wandered around the maze that is high school and relied on the reassuring high fives and hitched a ride on the momentum of drive to do something right.

So that's why, in a world where conflicts persist and arbitrary circumstances feel like a laugh at hard work, I can still hold firm to the belief that in spite of everything, people are really good at heart.  People out there, whether they know you or not, genuinely empathize with your struggles and want to help you succeed.  And I'm grateful for that.

So yes, I don't really know where I'm going, but I know how I'll will act along the way. Finding meaning in life is a personal choice that is collectively sought after, so take comfort in the thought that everyone else is wondering what to do next too.

Though we may just be at 5:00 am in the time of our lives, the clock is ticking, and it's about time to wake up.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

OOF pt. 2

Spring break!!! 

A wild time of anime marathons, cat cafe explorations, rolled-ice cream eating, and general tomfoolery.

My friends found the utmost hilarity in how my obsession with cats is cursed by my allergies to them. Unforbidden love, YIKES!

Some other thoughts:
-S. enlisted in the Navy, and is currently at bootcamp. We should probably get started on writing some letters to her :D
-High school is feeling like a really tricky time where I don't want it to end, yet I can't wait to leave. It feels as if we're straining to run into our futures, while knowing that it will be difficult and nerve wracking. FUN!
-Italian food is yummy.
-Rereading the book Lean In (yes, amidst all the Facebook scandal), and finding it ten times more relatable than when I read it a while back. Hooray?
-Currently reading: more Murakami
-Currently watching: A Poem a Day (Korean dramaaaa)

finishes only 50% of goals in reality 

yum yum captions are hard


we lured them with food

where are the cats?


Lunch boo <3

squid ink pasta



OOF pt 1

I've been gone for awhile....

Our robotics build season went at an unprecedented intensity, but with all new things, we learned (and suffered) a lot :D


Read about the past few months in our Annual Report!

In all seriousness, burn out from the combined pressure of robotics, school, and other responsibilities definitely took a toll, to the point where I finally became sick :(

But the days are longer, the sun shines, and life keeps going! OOF pt 2 will cover some of my spring break adventures with friends, and I'm looking forward to enjoying the rest of senior year!

*blissfully ignores the dozens of tasks to register for college, scholarship applications, and job interviews, bc what is youth ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ *


Monday, January 1, 2018

la vie en pose

2017 has been a year of growth, and vague sentiments. More responsibilities have been heaped on, but none were unasked for.


Thoughts of the future hang like a welcomed burden, simultaneously bringing the dread of uncertainty and the anticipation of change. There is the danger of viewing the present as superfluous, and the past as, well, past.


I have always been a little too introspective, overthinking and analyzing each of my actions and traits. Such an obsession of looking inwards probably translates to an obsession with how others see me. Hence, la vie en pose, a life in a pose :)


But it's the new year, so there is nothing wrong with taking a healthy look at 2017 to indulge in reflection, healthy self-criticism, and complaining about problems that I have no idea how to solve.  


  1. An intense #relatablecontent (I know, cringe) moment with Ms. Shankar's article, "You got this because you're a girl." She describes how women's skills and experiences are often overshadowed by the fact that they are "a pawn in the game of affirmative action." When others believe that the opportunities available in tech will be as easy to as attain as simply jumping for a golden coin because you are Princess Peach and not Mario, extreme doubts about our qualifications and reasons for getting that engineering position take root. But given the historic obstacles that women in tech face, we deserve to take those chances to prove ourselves. After all, the end goal for everyone is a functional organization with competent workers that represent a wide range of perspectives. Until the day when the notion of diversity hires become obsolete, we'll keep on coming.
  2. On that note, while it's cool that my peers voted my friend and me "the next Steve Jobs" for senior superlatives, I am sorta laughing at how despite all the efforts to diversify tech, we still aspire to become a white man. I concede how yearbook polls are simply for fun and not to make political statements, and how contributing to the founding of Apple is certainly a notable achievement. However, I can't shake the feeling that all the younger girls I teach at my local Girls Who Code club would point their fingers at me and say, "Smh, Kaitlyn." Hmm... "The next Sheryl Sandberg" or "the next Safra Catz" or "the next Jean Liu" has a nice ring to it.
  3. We tend to cheer and aspire to become the person on the stage, the ones capable of advocating for themselves and their ideas. If I recognize that being able to put forth my ideas and get others on board is a valuable skill, why do I feel guilty for preferring the shadows and being uncomfortable with "campaigning" for myself? Honestly, I had this discussion about working behind the scenes during my blog about Girls State, which goes to show my own hypocrisy, as I thought I had accepted that there was nothing wrong in playing a supporting role. Clearly, I am still conflicted between comfortably swaying the agenda in the background by quietly working, or being the public voice that people associate the change with.
  4. I need to show more gratitude! Again, I feel like a leech for sucking away support and kindness from my friends and family with a sense of entitlement. 2017 was the year I felt the most self-centered and demanding, without giving thought to others. Also, I don't exactly vocalize my gratefulness even if it is present inside, so I aim to focus more on others and think of how I may be able to support them.
  5. Talk more? Sheesh, I usually like listening to others better, but I can put more effort into driving the conversation. One-on-one conversations aren't too bad, but sometimes finding stuff to say in a group is just hard for me ._.


There is no wrong in accepting that your flaws and quirks as markers of your personality. It's not conceited to be okay with who you are, but it's not bad either to reflect on ways to improve on your own terms. We are all concerned to some extent about how others think of us. Striking a balance between ignoring external views or accepting them with reservations is a skill I admire, as you know, it would be nice to be self-confident without being a jerk. But I suppose exuding self-confidence-without-jerkness is just another pose as well :)


Magic powers are not suddenly bestowed upon you, nor is there a sudden strengthening of resolve in 2018. But setting some goals to strive for is a quaint tradition, so here goes (whether I actually follow through is another question):


  1. Be kinder <3
  2. Learn a language (programming or regular)
  3. Be healthier: Exercise more (lol), drink more water, consume less junk
  4. Watch less Kdramas (in hopes of becoming less shallow and appreciating inner beauty more T_T )
  5. Finish my Media List (will post eventually? eh.)
  6. Learn the guitar (HAHAHA)
  7. Create a long term codeproject
  8. Express gratitude
  9. Get my motorcycle license (because I really want to scoot around town on a vespa)
  10. BLOG MORE!


It's a new year, it's the same you. Ha! You thought you could change.


Eleanor Roosevelt (whom I will name one of my five cats after) once said, "Do what you feel in your heart to be right- for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't."


So pretty much, YOLO with good intentions. But good is subjective. And subjectivity merits debate and doom on either side, so I guess it's just YOLO. ʕง•ᴥ•ʔง


Cheers to 2018!!

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